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Married (Bob) with 3 children - Dallas, Talia, and Dacquiri.

Monday, May 25, 2009

It is very difficult to deal with things sometimes. Right now I am worried about not receiving any long term disability from Cigna. Obvious to all around me, I cannot return to work. My doctor says I'm depressed, and if we fix that I'll feel better. Who wouldn't be depressed if they had the physical issues I have. Doc - fix those and you'll fix the depression - then maybe I would be fit for real life.
I am hit from all sides regarding the Idaho situation. It is obvious the will must be made public, and followed. I am trying to play peace maker, so that everyone comes out a head, and friendly. It is ridiculous that my dad's will was not made public when he was alive - he truly felt that his children would be treated fairly, so I hold on to that hope too - but you never know and there has been so many lies.
Talia and James need to have their home purchase and baby's birth go smoothly. We just don't need any complications in these areas - most particularly in Peyton's situation. She is the light in all this gloom.
Dacquiri needs to quit worrying about moving, etc. She will end up where she is supposed to be. We all do - but I understand her anxiety, and wish her happiness.
Dallas, Dallas, Dallas - what can I say. He doesn't realize the pressure he puts on people as they watch him waste his life. He needs to grow up, get a job, get a wife ...and get a life!
I am visiting with Bob his family in San Diego right now - wish we could afford to live here - all of us. It would be nice to be around family. I sure do miss the boys (Cobb, Ratt, Korn and Brock) right now!!!!

1 comment:

  1. You are really stressed right now. I hate it when you feel like everything is piling up and not working out the way you would like it. Most of these worries will be worked out really soon. Peyton's coming soon enough and I am sure she will be fine. Our house buying is almost over. Your insurance will work out...even if you have to take drastic measures and demonstrate some of the issues to them. Nothing can happen with your father's property without the will being reviewed so don't worry about that. Dacquiri will find herself eventually. Look at all of the girls her age....it is the time to be crazy and irrational. I am glad her biggest stress is moving. I wish we could all move to California too. It is so nice to have family around you and they really care about us. Everytime I leave Grandma's I am really sad because I don't want to miss out on seeing her and she is not getting any younger..hehe.

    So hang in there.... and with a little time...everything will be fine. Except for Dallas..haha

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