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Married (Bob) with 3 children - Dallas, Talia, and Dacquiri.

Monday, May 25, 2009

It is very difficult to deal with things sometimes. Right now I am worried about not receiving any long term disability from Cigna. Obvious to all around me, I cannot return to work. My doctor says I'm depressed, and if we fix that I'll feel better. Who wouldn't be depressed if they had the physical issues I have. Doc - fix those and you'll fix the depression - then maybe I would be fit for real life.
I am hit from all sides regarding the Idaho situation. It is obvious the will must be made public, and followed. I am trying to play peace maker, so that everyone comes out a head, and friendly. It is ridiculous that my dad's will was not made public when he was alive - he truly felt that his children would be treated fairly, so I hold on to that hope too - but you never know and there has been so many lies.
Talia and James need to have their home purchase and baby's birth go smoothly. We just don't need any complications in these areas - most particularly in Peyton's situation. She is the light in all this gloom.
Dacquiri needs to quit worrying about moving, etc. She will end up where she is supposed to be. We all do - but I understand her anxiety, and wish her happiness.
Dallas, Dallas, Dallas - what can I say. He doesn't realize the pressure he puts on people as they watch him waste his life. He needs to grow up, get a job, get a wife ...and get a life!
I am visiting with Bob his family in San Diego right now - wish we could afford to live here - all of us. It would be nice to be around family. I sure do miss the boys (Cobb, Ratt, Korn and Brock) right now!!!!